Friday, July 07, 2006 @12:25 AM
HAHA....today choir prac was quite interesting. haha...kwei made a bet with us, if we finished b4 11 he wouldnt slaughter us but hey we managed to pass...i guess we are really improving fast and i think we must really thank god for that...his blessings know no bounderies...
oh well honestly today i have lots on my mind but little i can say out loud..i guess we all have those moments...today after choir prac was an absolute waste of time, we waited for mal and all for so long only to decide that we wouldnt join them for lunch haiz...after i came home, played a little com and then slept from 2.30 till 6.47...did abit of maths at night and only managed to finish part a of my econs essay..shall do the second part tml..wake up early..as usual. ahah..my hols hasnt really ended(in my mind of course) With the WC final looming..i dont think sleep will be on my agenda as yet...but nxt wk the term really starts and i cant say i am not worried abt my work, as you all know my results are horrendous to say the least so i really have to buck up. Choir has proven itself to be a massive distraction but hey i dont mind as long as we enjoy producing music together it is all worth the trouble.
if i am being absolutely honest with you i must say that choir has really changed my life. in sec school i hated being in the band and most of all i hated the commitment that came with it. now i seem to relish the challenge and i think it actually has made me a better person. It has been a tough journey and all. Some of my so called friends have turned against me and made life hell for me, but hey being a leader can be really lonely...i rmb at one time some ppl help emergency meetings in my honour to discuss what to do, and at one time i was really lost and the end was so far away...but i have to say sometimes you just have to stick it and just believe in god as he will place ppl in your life that will help you overcome these probs...
Speaking of choir, i have been allowing myself too many lapses in concentration recently, been really forgetful and showing a lack of discretion, why?---i guess my mind has been filled with too many distractions over the past few days...pmsing and all..so hey cut me some slack..but that is not a valid excuse to be irresponsibl and all but i promise it wont happen again...
today i just feel really sian so i'll stop here...hehe...enjoy friday...or whateva...GP rocks!!!
un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always....
