CHristmas is coming and shaun is getting broke..

yo yo..haha...i have been having the time of my life..ytd we went to gelare..ahah...super nice waffles..haha...hope you guys had fun..cause i sure did..haha..and fancy seeing zkai there..omg..cant believe it..haha..he looks different...maybe it is the wonderful taiwan trip he took..haha..oh well...ARGH!!!!

anyway...my chirstmas list as ever is expanding exponantially...ARGH!!!!!!
but hey is the true spirit of christmas i shall open my wallet and dig deep..mr crumpler boy...and mr converse...huh..the food better be nice lor..

ARGH!!!!!! i am so going to die over the next few days too many things to do and so little time...and so broke i'll be..hmm...someone said something that got me thinking...do i treat ppl who are the nicest to me the worst...?

being santa sucks....ARGH!!!!!

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

COUSINS...HAVOC...what a day....

MY COUSINS ARE OVER....ARGHHHH!!!!!! My brother's joy is my pain and misery, aside from totally hogging the computer , they are totallly irritating with their juvenile questions and all, a recipe for disaster...to think they will be staying for a few more days...i shall totally kick them out soon...5 tikes of terror..kill me..they totally hijacked my computer playing time..like wth..and they wonder why i keep going out...come on...

worst still they are wrecking my room...throwing stuff everywhere...

had a real fun evening with aloy and bel...she totally jinxed his run, after she came i totally owned all the games..muhahahaha..talk abt bad luck...

haha...kk busy day tml, and then on sun, its MAN UTD vs CHELSEA...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

NOTE: CHoir room is poisonous!!!!!!!!!!

THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE CHOIR ROOM!!!!! i mean honestlly, everytime i go in there i aggrevate my illness...my scratchy throat and all originate from there..i guess it is because we havent aired it in a million years.!!!! whose fault is this..?????? hahaha....oh well...

my cousins are over and all which is super cool or, not..haha...ended up going for dinner with dj, bel and yl and supper with aloy..thanks mate..haha..delifrance was not bad...=))))))

i guess i just love food..hahha...but the company was gd as well, just that you totally suck at playing that game..hahaha...oh well now my nose is totally stuffed and as aloy and kwei pointed out am totally looking like rudolph the red nose raindeer...hahahha....may not be a bad thing...we know there's dasher and dancer and prancer, and who the heck cares abt the rest except...ME...rudolph...haha..i guess it is the flu talking..hahah...

enjoy the rest of your hols...remember smile always....=>>

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

Fifa 07eludes me!!!!!!!!!...hahah...oh well...

i cant believe it...for the 5 day running Fifa 07 eludes me...i travelled so far to AMK central and then found out that popular was out of stock!!!!! WTH....come on...so silly me had to resort to playing roller coaster tycoon..spent a gazillion years buiding up the senery and then realised i had made a fatal flaw and no one could get to my park...tell me abt it..oh well..not the first time this has happened..haha..go figure..but the whole park looks quite beautiful...just no one to go admire it...hahah...

Anyway i must find out who is that doofus who is spreading the flu ard...i woke up today with an extremely scratchy throat and all, plus, i had a horrible running nose..apparently ht has got it too...hmm...suspects i find..i shall grind the person to dust..and then drink the dust to get better..muhahahaahahahahahahahaha....evil..but too bad...

hmm shall be playing soccer(you better believe it) i hope i get well soon..haha..come on...i've been looking forward to it all week...ahha...3 more weeks of enjoyment..anyway..will be going to hong kong for the hols from 8 to the 13, ahah..cant wait...will be staying at the Langham Hotel, apparently one of the best in the city..ahhah...at 400 a room per night it better be..haha..oh i have the life...that should make up for me not going to south africa...muhahahaha..feel free to sue me...i'll be in HK..

oh well..so much so for that...kk...will get back to you all...soon...have fun playing....

no one wins in a war, it is only who loses more...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

Deep in meditation of god's word.....put it perspective it does...

since sunday i have been contemplating the truth abt god, have to say that been enlightened..haha..not very often i have done so..i guess the lord as opened my eyes to see the truth for what it really is..not saying it is easy but hey, it is the will of god..

trust that god will mend the broken fences, for it is only thru him can the impossible become possible...

continue i will, great truths, discover it i will...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

God is good, it was nvr meant to be this way.

Had to go church with my cousins on sunday..haha..cause someone..pangsei..but oh well..ahha..kidding lah..its ok...but anyway..the thing is that i have to say taht it was nothing short of enlightening for me. The truth remains that the issue is yet resolve but i believe that it is god's way of pressing the abort button, things have changed for me..i have lost sight of what was truly the purpose in the beginning...it is therefore god's plan to guide me back to it..trust in him i shall

have been spending too much money recently..oh well...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you alwayas...

the dark is generous, an it is patient, and it always wins -- but ithe the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.

love is more then a candle.
love can ignite the stars

un dieu benissent toujours..

REvenge of the sith....

The dark is generous and it is patient.
It is the dark that seeds cruelty into justice, that drips contempt into compassion, that poisons love with grains of doubt.

The dark can be patient, because the slightest drop of rain will cause those seeds to sprout.

the rain will come, and the seeds will sprout, for the dardk is the soil in which they grwo, andit is the clouds above them, and it waits behind the star that gives them light.

The dak's patience is iinfinte.

Eventually, even the stars burn out.

The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins.

It always wins because it si everywhere.

It is in the wood that burns in your hearth, adn in the kettle on the fire; it is under your chair and under your table and under the sheets on your bed. Walk in the midday sund and the dark is with you, attached to the soles of your feet.

the brightest light casts the darkest shadow...

i have never broken my promise to you, and i am not going to start now...

A freakshow of a life....omg...end it i shall...but not without a bang....= 0

i have been thinking this few days...honestly my life has been an absolute freakshow since i came back from xiamen..i have had the pleasure of making the aquantance of freaks of the highest order..questionable judgement you may say...beats me..

To be totally honest with you, these are ppl who i would have loathe in secondary school..honest..even in JC1 i wasnt the most tolerant of such sorts of ppl..how i have become remotely close to them baffles me...i realise that i have grown soft..more accepting..now..i know you must say that that is a gd thing..yes in most cases yes it is..but not when it makes you vunerable to freakshows who exploit your kindness as weakness...

the thing is after mixing with NORMAL ppl i realise how much i have missed out 0n..the past few days i have laughed more then i have in a long while..and come on i used to blow off such outings in the past in the name of assisting these ingrates..oh well..hah...had lots of fun playing badminton with aloy on thurs and ytd had a great day with my cousins and all..plus i got to meet an old friend for dinner..omg how things have changed since the last time we meet...haha,...but it was cool and lots of fun..laughed so much..today went out with me classmates chris, liang hock and xavier..haha..super stupid at the pool joint..period..haha..the movie was great too..cant believe that we had so much fun..honestly i had my reservations abt the dancing movie but it turned out alright so ya...plus the visit to that "ahem" shop was lets say..enlightening..haha..oh well...salacious, prurient..you name it.. *wink*

Anyway, i digress, the thing is some of the things i have been thru cannot be mentioned in mixed company..as such i shall not reveal them..but my final stand is this, i want to escape this life of rubbish and weirdness, i have delved into territories not even fathomable by the average human being..too late it is to turn back the past, but it is not too late to change the future...as it is too much energy has been expounded in saving a friendship that was merely a rotting corpse..enough is enough...chances shall be no more...

Leave this i shall, but not before i finish it off with a loud bang..i was nvr a patient person, neither have i been a very forgiving person...trust me, the last resort i shall adopt is for nxt week..after which i shall execute my master plan.. forget me you will not..rmb, i will be out of their lives soon and the pple will just rmb me as a figment of their past...but you will face them in the future...you think you have lost faith?...what abt me? You dont need the force to predict this...but much danger i see in your future..trust me...i always keep my promises....

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

Revenge of the sith....haha....haiz...honeymoon is so over....

yo yo..haha..but anyway...today was really interesting..went to play badminton with aloy in the mornin..we so trashed those ppl..haha..smashed them into oblivion oh well..but thanks again for the revenge of the sith book..it was really nice and all. 7/8 thru, shall finish it after i finish this entry.

Life is full of ironies isnt it? Sometimes things you do to people will come back and haunt you..regardless...oh well...karma its called...i believe...oh well...sometimes the more you know the more you realise you dont know..go figure..haah..but it is true...an explaination still not forthcoming..hmm..i wonder..soon...

oh well me cousins are still over at my house!!!!!!!!!! they have been hogging the computer for the whole day, and i mean the whole day, staring at it since they woke up...like wth...haiz..but oh well, not like i can get along with their maple story playing ways..haha..so go figure...that's life...hope they leave soon then i can sit myself down and enjoy a good game of FIFA 07, still need time to go buy...haha...

oh well, good luck to those still having papers...do hope you all are working hard..haha...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

ITS OVER!!!!!!! OH my.....cant believe it...haha..now its me and my destiny...haha...

OMG cant believe it...it is really over...my JC life...haha....WHOOOO!!!!!!!!!! oh my....i mean like i am still in shock ..haha..but that is to be expected....the pressure and all and now suddenly nothing..haha..but haiz..i am catching a cold..haha..a small price to pay...

now is the time to catch up on all the movies taht i have missed..oh well..that's super cool..haha..but the only thing is that there arent any nice movies now..hahah..ARGH!!!!! oh my today suddenly like there is no purpose..oh well...i am not complaining..haha..hmm..no worries..nxt few days will be slacking and tv hahah...oh my the possiblities are endless...i have a life k...just saying..

oh well...no is time to catch up with my old friends..only one prob...they are all still having exams ...haha..oh well...too bad...for them..bhaha..oh well...haha...hmm..thinking abt it..i dont think i will be going to malacca...i mean it defeats the purpose and not like i will be of any use there...or have anyfun..malacca is as boring as chalk..haha..but anyway...my travel plans keep changing..haha..now instead of dubai...i shall be off to the magical land of South Africa...luxurious holiday here i come...hahah...

k..shall go catch up on slacking..haha...jiayou to all those who are still having papers...hahahah......as if..hahahahah...jking...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

OMG PAPER sucks.....haiz...but then hmm...dont know lah...2 days left....to freedom..

haiz...today was a real interesting day..i mean totally..the paper was super funny..haha..not in a good way...why are you laughing..huh..tell me...what is wrong with you...haha..kidding..=)

oh well i guess was yawning thru out..so no promises..haha..i mean honest..but its two days to my destiny...my destiny to be a super slacker...hahah...i want FIFA 2007, shall be getting it once the guy says you can go..i shall rush down to popular..to get it...hahahahahahaahahahahahaha..sorry the stress talking..haha..after that shall do and play ROLER COASTER TYCOON>...and then shall go on a fishing trip......

hmm..but i forsee in my future a huge hold in my pocket...because of a certain lake tahoe jacket....hmm...i wonder..oh well..hahah...

i'll worry abt that(actually not worry lah) but think abt it on sun..hahah..for now time to focus on econs...and then my destiny...take care guys..

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

3 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But sure die one....fingers crossed

haha...cant believe it, in 3 days my JC life would be officially over..WHOOOOO!!!!!! that's hard to believe but oh well the next 3 days could make or break my future..actaully not but hey its good to keep on your toes..the thing is wow...it is hard to believe it.

today was a real tiring day...had tuition in the morning..then had a little fun b4 lunch..totally didnt eat and i found out some super fuuny rumour abt...zkai and xian hui hahahahaa...oh my....odd couple much..hhaha..cause zkai is like lah di dah, silly androgenous (oops) rich brat(oops..no offence) and xian hui is like totally grounded and all..oh well...but i guess as long as the heart is right...love will find a way...;)

oh well..josh groban's new cd is so cool...honestly..he is experiementing with sounds and all..buit hey i like what i hear..can totally sing 2 songs by heart now...solo por ti and dont give up..oh well..now to master all of them..haha...

kk...shall end here wish me luck for nxt week....fingers crossed....

p.s. thanks to all those ppl who helped...they do surprise you..haha...

un dieu benissent toujours.
may god bless you always

3 post in a day...hmm..i'm on a roll....or am i.....?

sometimes in life things dont go your way...but i realised i have lived a full life....

experienced all the sorrow and pain, and all the triumphs and joys....

if god takes me now...i have only one regret...to nvr have been good enough a friend to warrant sympathy...not even from my best bud...

gone...
now?
forever?
i may be in heaven when i find out the ans...=(((

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

1.5 down....hmm...cant wait for it to end...or not?

yoyo..haha...super sian lah exams lah...i hate math..i guess in all my enthusiasm to get me math grade up i kinda forgot to pace myself..so totally zoned out with math and all...so wth...so pissed off..not helped by the fact taht i have absolutely no one at home to talk to...my brother is caught up between being silly and just plain irritating..oh well..waht's new..haiz...so lonely i am...

but anyway...it is like so stupid and all..i guess i hate exams in this way..i mean i cant go all out and play cause i have exams and all but i cant do anymore work cause i'll die so hmm..what shall i do..?i wonder...sucks lah...so bored...cant really describe the feeling and all..so kinda...HORRIBLE..

oh well...that's life...but what is life if you cant spend it in the company of your loved ones and friends...hmm..at the status quo..all of them are either mugging their butts off or just not able to chill tgt...go figure but hey...i guess that says something..oh well..haha..boohoo life sucks...

cant wait for my papers to end..actually not lah..i dont know..after that waht am i going to do..sue me for being an eternal pesismist but hey i guess that all the recent disappointments have taken their toll on my humanity..whatever that means...

hope you all are having a better time then me...haiz....

p.s. the fact that i wont push you against the wall...doesnt mean that i am one to be pushed ard...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always...

hmm...its funny how sometimes only a friend with need is the friend indeed....

yo yo..ytd was so slack lor..only managed to finish one paper of math from VJ...made super many careless mistakes and all..oh well..haha..tired mah...but anyway what ever it was i had a heavy dose of econs for breakfast today...cliche? too bad..i like it...haha..but today simon was a little cranky and nuts..i guess the whole pressure of the exams is getting to him more then to us..go figure..hmm..i think it is down to the fact that his reputation rides on it...or not? who knows oh well...but the truth is he was a real grouch and no one..not even reylee could do no nothing to soothe him..haha...maybe its the 1410 i still owe him..oh well...haha...try to pay him back ASAP...just finished 3/4 of a math paper...so ya i'm a little less slack today..sure hope you all are having better luck working hard..

anyways, this afternoon had lunch wiht me tuition buddy..bel...haha..super crazy and funny...J8 can be such a crazy place oh well..haha...crystal jade was nice though..but was super stuffed after that...but it was nice..haha....crazy loopy me again...

The main thing of importance i guess was that i realised an interesting theory abt friends..there are, i believe, two main type of friends...one with common interest and second with common understanding...the latter is getting rare these days with increasing egocentricity and all..but hey rare doesnt mean dont have...so if you have one...better treasure the person..hmm..the former is ubiquitous all ard..i mean just go to some street stall and the guy queuing up with you can be your friend,...you get my drift...or at least try..anyway..the thing is that sometimes i guess it is the innate human nature..to become close to someone just because they can offer you something that others cannot..be it comfort, assurance or anything else..money? who knows..pt is that once you have lost your purpose they will chuck you aside and their world will just continue without you...anyway your expertise has already served its purpose...

sometime i do feel that these ppl do not do it intentionally..they just get distracted by other more fun filled agendas..i mean seriously if you measure the opportuinity costs of spending time with a distressed friend while your other friends are off having the time of their lives..hmm..honestly..the choice is obvious..but that is what i guess true friendship and self sacrifice is abt...the giving up of your own time to help others..i mean honestly..any proverbial man on the street can send you a msg of condolence in the wake of a disaster but how many will go out of the way and make sure you are fine and all..hmm...bet you couldnt fill up one hand....so hey..its tough...

there are also those demagouges who promise alot but deliever very little..hmm..sounds familiar..oh boo hoo too bad for you..i mean it is easy to promise stuff but very difficult to keep it..the principle is abt responsiblity and trust..if you make a promise you make a morally binding contract that should not be broken...regardless..leaving things to chance is not called trying your best...you must manipulate the situation as best possible to obtain the desired result...

just know...my patience and capital is running low...time is not on your side....what have i done to not even deserve a chance to repent? you tell me...

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

1 down...many more to go....some pple nvr fail to surprise you...

hey...today was GP paper..haha..it was ok i guess..i mean not really sure what i'll get but hey...who does..did a topic that everyone else did on tech..so hmm...we'll see.. anyway ytd me friend, bel, gave me an interestin quote...abt how our defining moments in life are usually our saddest moments...hmm..how interesting is that..but it does bear so truth in it. I guess happy moments are those that everyone are will ing to share with you..but the sad ones are the ones you share with the closeset ppl in your life...

brings me to my nxt pt...sometimes when you have lost faith and hope in a person, they surprise you with something...out of the ordinary and just make your day...haha...sorry i am sounding really incoherently lately...been writing cryptically too...i wonder why... i guess you are influenced by the ppl close to you...oh well...guess it's just burn out form GP...

good luck to all those with chinese AO...:)))))

un dieu benissent toujours..
may god bless you always

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in my life, Your will be done


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