Saturday, July 08, 2006 @5:38 PM
haha...5.34 pm, just really glad to be back from yet another long choir prac..i guess i learnt that i have to mantain a certain amount of objectivness on my blog lest i get screwed for that...you kinda nvr know what might happen. Anyway, whatever i say here is merely my opinion and you can agree to disagree..so pls feel free to do so...Oh well, today's prac was ok wasnt too dreary or anything but just that i am starting to feel really fatigued abt choir..cant wait for xiamen to be over, then the handover. i must say when i first became SC, i had grand dreams for this choir, i wanted to make it an organisation that not only makes the most professional sound but also one that enjoys and loves music for what its worth and not for the fame or recognition it can give you. But, the need for "practicality" soon put a end to it...still i remained dedicated to the cause of helping the choir in the best way i could. However, now i feel placid(is this the right word?...dunno lah) like nothing seems to want to move and all. First is takes up so much of my time by the time i reach home i am dead tired and all, but hey its ok..then i havent got much me time, everything is spent on choir, choir and more choir. I guess to much of anything is not good..Second, i feel that there is little more left more me to do here. I havc done by best and all and that is all i have to offer, hopefully the nxt generation will be able to soar to greater heights and champion for the love of music. Who knows but them what they can achieve...that's kinda not my business anyway..so gd luck...Moving on, i was thinking back about all those times, i mean fun times i had in sec 4 and j1 where there were no worries whatsoever. It was a time where i really enjoyed life to its fullest, i had everything in my life----friends, family, sports, music, grades and god. I really miss all my friends along the way who help me make that part of the journey all that special for me....thanks for the help and all ....really appreciate it...A special shoutout to my mentor and dear friend...thanks for all the times we have shared and you are just the person i need to talk to whenever i have problems...you always seem to know when to say the right things and make me feel great...thanks a million..we willl always click no matter how long we are apart...hehe....anyway, when i first saw these words i felt that it was really apt in describing my thanks to you....I've never been the one to raise my hand, That was not me and now that's who I am. Because of you I am standing tall, My heart is full of endless gratitude, You were the one, the one to guide me through, Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning. I guess I've learned, to question is to grow That you still have faith, is all I need to know. I've learned to love, myself in spite of me And I've learned to walk, the road that I believe.
haha...apt ah.....oh well may nxt time we can perform this song together..who knows...hey...that would be fun and all...cant wait for the opportunity..God has worked wonders in my life because of you and i really feel blessed and honoured to have the chance to be your friend...thanks...So hey, its the last leg of the journey and all, i guess i can cling to whatever passion that is left in my tired body and finish it. After that---finito---- whether i might ever return is something that even i cant answer, only god can and whatever his choice i will respect it..un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always...
