Monday, August 14, 2006 @10:35 PM
Danger and treachery lies ahead...but at least we have the now...or do we?haha...the world recently has become a much nicer place...after dropping FM i realised i have tons of times to study and also pursue all those things that i have been missing for so long..oh well..call me no life lah..but i dont really care..hah..feeling rebelious!!!!haha...sorry pardon my crazy mood today..we had phy timed prac which in my opinion was totally useless considering the whole cohort didnt study for it..i mean like what is the use of stoning for 2 hrs when that time could have been used for the pursuit of other more meaningful endeavours..so i mean it is just so typical of the school to come up with a hair brain idea like taht...but hey maybe it is just me who is not suited to the mundane "challenges" of school life..ahha..so sue me...regardless... i still feel more free then i have been in a long while..should have dropped FM a long time ago..Anyway moving on cause i have only 10 mins to blog before i retreat into my shell of mugging..sucks but what to do...not my fault i have to study..haha..actually it is but hey cut me some slack. The events of the past few days have convinced me beyond a shadow of doubt that no one, no matter how seemingly angelic on the outside, is perfect. Cant say i havent seen it coming but i mean it was one of those things that you kinda hoped wouldnt happen..but it did...i felt he really lost it that day and it really scared me..all the veil of happiness and optimism lifted and so like i really couldnt believe my eyes...this i believe sets the tone for the nxt year..i have always stressed to my closer friends the importance of seeing the signs and dealing with them...but guys for once take heed..if you all continue on this path you are all digging your own graves...then when it is time to regret then its kind of too late right?A certain someone once told me that ignorance is bliss...on a personal note i believe that is absolutely rubbish(no offence)...but i guess that it is because i have usually been in the know how and the forefront of matters for so long..not knowing will kill me...haah...but more imptly...if you are ignorant to the prob then it is impossible to rectify the prob...if so when the thing hits you, you will be in such shock and horror that i fear will be too great for you all to bear..pls i am appealing to you as a friend dont do that...on the same topic of ignorance..i recently had the misfortune of lecturing someone on the lack of know how and information..apparently he has not learnt his lesson...(ps. you know who you are..better buck up or else...the end is nigh..) anyway..you guys have the knowledge and of course the advice you need to salvage the situation..but most imptly know that the lesser ppl know abt it the better....be careful of who you tell ..you nvr know...My only advice(may not be gd but its a long shot) is see it not as an obstacle but as a means of getting to the goal; the greater good. Do not reject it, in fact try as best possible to embrace it and make it part of your big family. This way, the link will be re-established and the survival will be ensured...dont see it as the end of the road for it is not until you make it so...it is not over till its over..so fight on..but dont let it bother you as much as it is worrying...the potential is immense dont ruin it...Lastly, just like to remind you guys that as much as all this is dark and gloomy..the thing is that at least you all have the now to be thankful for...all your friends and family by your side...isnt that wonderful? So treasure that...whatever you have..recharge your batteries for what will be no doubt an ardous journey...but at the end i hope you all will end up with more then just medals...you will end up with friends, and most imptly...your individuality...and god...i digress but i been thinking recently, i really hope and wish that my family members can come to the saving knowledge of christ..haiz...but i understand their difficulties and all and i wont force them but i'll pray for them every night and day..till the day that god sees fit, they will enter the kingdom of god..hopefully sooner rather than later...ps just like to thanks all for giving me presents...really appreciate it...un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always...
