Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @10:17 PM
Empty.....just empty.....yoyo world...hhaha..realised i have like blogged 27 entries already..haha..cant believe it..today was kinda fun....lessons were ok...and all but i kinda dropped by the choir room after school today...haah..after the GP bridge we all congregated at the choir room...haha..just like old times..i guess ppl do get closer after we win something..human nature...anyway..emo is the new black...everyone seems to wear it like some fashion statement..cant blame them though..i mean the whole state of things isnt exactly awe inspiring...haiz...the thing is that sometimes you gain friends and sometimes you lose friends that's just life and you have to deal with it...hah...some ppl who are close to you create walls and all..that much is not within our power to control while some walls are broken down with ppl you nvr imagined you would be friends with...but cant help but feel as certain sense of emptiness...life just doesnt seem right...cant really place my finger on it but its just there...so if anyone has the answers pls feel free to beep and tell me..I mean perhaps its just that...i guess lots of things arent with in the control of us and only in the hands of the lord. you shall reap what you sow..so i guess if you put in effort then the lord will reward you accordingly...so i guess so...my words carry alot of weight..especially to those who i care abt...nvr really thought of it that way..but hey...it happens...it's not anyone's fault...its just that i am now wiser abt how i should phrase things..Really sorry to a particular someone..sorry today i didnt really pay much attention to you, choosing instead to indulge myself in the merriment of the situaltion...sorry..didnt mean it that way..sorryy...really sorry...Thus, i give up bloggin lah..cant think of anything to write and just feel so empty..why?...only god knows...i hope you are having a better day then me...Un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always...
