Saturday, September 16, 2006 @12:21 PM
.....yo yo...haha...been watching ms swan recently..haha..on youtube and all but she is sooooooooo funny....he lookkk.....a like....a man!!!! That's all she says and "i tell you everything" like ahahahah...super funny....go youtube and search k? promise me...i'm sure it will bring smiles to you...haha...These two days have honestly been nothing short of tormentous..i seriously think that i have gone crazy over something seemingly minor, but the longer it drags on the more i am going beserk..i guess it is just the stress of the examinations and all..but then again maybe not....who knows..but whatever it is i have not done much work over the past few days...oh well...seeing as i am going to screw up my exams anyway..wth...not that i am not going to try...I guess i have given up on tryin to find the root cause of the prob..perhaps it is just beyond me this time...but i guess normacy is the next best alternative and i can hope for, not sure why but this thing is just weird, honestly i can think of no reason for such a reaction, was it something i did, or did not do for that matter..who knows...who cares anymore..not that i could even if i wanted too...i know i sound really silly and all that and maybe i am blowing things way out of proportion here but i dont know, blame it on being over sensitive i guess...just hope everything returns to normal...just give me that little chance all i ask, i promise i will never bring it up...just give an answer..pls i beg you...acceed to my stupid request...as i said before, i rather be stabbed in the chest(metephorically of course) then without the knowledge of what killed me...i respect the privacy of others to keep their problems to themselves and i think it is their right...but i guess i am just insecure in that i need to know, i dont like uncertainty especially in this area...when i feel that i concerns me...forgive me...REcently i have had this sudden, for a lack of a better word, craving for welsh music, i guess they are simple and soothing in words and melody and this is really comforting..they also deal with problems of leaving etc..and i more importantly they have a certain hopeful yet sad timbre about them..what ever that means...i guess not that i am sure about anything anymore...un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always...
