confused...alone....i wish i was in carrickfergus...

yo, guys..what's up...hahah..nothing really..but today's phy paper was unique in that i found it difficult to ascertain whether i did well or not..it was just...like that lor...cant believe it but oh well who cares most importantly i tried my utmost best...i guess i have my excuses if i want but i am not goin to take them as reasons to justify myself...i could have turned to my advantage by using it to motivate me...but i screwed it up my self....so what the heck...enough of that...

Ytd's turn of events was totally unexpected, today's as well..i certainly am not one to decorate my words with fancy conotations and manipulate the nuances..so here is the plain truth for what it is.....i have no idea what to say anymore...as i dont know when i will step on someone's toes or something..haiz..but i guess when you talk too much the probability of getting it wrong is higher...then again..confusion..i really dont know when and how to phrase my words and position my actions liao..having a social life stinks...to those involved you know what i mean...please enlighten me....or whatever lah...worst thing is i have not idea who the heck to ask...i mean like who can i turn to without offending yet another person..plus the more ppl involved means the more explaining i have to do...tired i am...near breaking point i am...and this is really the last thing i need...not now..not ever...

what ever lah....i guess i am just being silly and emo again which is like haiz...but honestly...with no one to share it with i guess here would be the best place, after all blogs are supposedly the window to our soul...or at least ideally they are....

Just wish i was in carrickfergus where i can be free of all these pressures and more importantly be home where i belong...where there will be meadows where i can roll all day...where i can be myself...where i can just do what i want...

I wish I was in Carrickfergus
Where the castle looks out to sea.
I would swim over the deepest ocean
For my love to be with me.
But the sea is wide and I can not swim over
Nor have I the wings to fly
I wish I had a handsome boatman,
To ferry me over, my love and I.

I wish I was in the land of Arak,
Where the mountains reach the sea.
Where flowers blossom as I do remember.
Where my true love came to me.
But the sea is wide and I can not swim over.
Nor have I the wings to fly.
Ahh to be back now in Carrickfergus
To be together .. my love and I.
To be together .. my love and I.
I wish I was in Carrickfergus,To be together my love and I.
I wish I was back home again...

the sea is really too wide this time....for humans at least...god you are my solace...father you are king over the flood.....i will be still and know that you are god...*smile*

un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..

shaun lee
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psalm 27:4

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, Your will be done


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