Sunday, September 24, 2006 @4:43 PM
interesting sermon today...but almost fell asleep...really too tired i guess...lyrics to josh's new song...yo ppl of the world...what's up...ahah...i guess these few days have really been boring..nothing much to do..i guess that just goes to show i have no life..no lah..actually i do..it is just kinda hard when like most of my friends are either muggin hard for their promos or too lazy to come out..haiz..some have even started mugging for their Alvls again..like huh..talk about a mugger culture..so hey been like reading up on singing techniques and practicing..just been bored lor..that's all...the only solace i ahve is talking to my friends via sms...i mean like my house is so far in and if i were to go to their houses it would be so inconvienient so sms has been in large part a life saver..hehe..sorry to all my friends who i have been bothering these past few days..but hey at least you know that one person has breathe easier because you lived(ralph waldo emerson for those ninnies out there who have not idea waht the heck that was abt..)Anyway, i digress...today's sermon was abt choices...how making the right choices in god can ultimately help...i was really just so exhausted and that i feel like i can sleep standing up..so i was like half asleep for half of the sermon..really bad i know..but haiz...really tried to keep awake...anyway..the impt thing was the sermon was really apt for me...i have been gulity on too many occasions of making the wrong choices...especially in my words..how often have i hurt someone with my words and then come to regret it afterwards...this yr alone..haiz...dont even feel like counting..but more imptly i have been going abt solvin prob the wrong way..the pastor said that when we try to wriggle out of probs our way more often then not, we will end up more tangled up...that's jsut the truth...i guess things are best left in god's hands...always...you must be wondering why i have been so tired to fall asleep in church...haiz..the thing is with all these spare time i have started to think about stupid things that start to question my mentality...(not those kind of things..or not questioning my faith) for example, i am a person who has, from young, had close friends who are mostly christians, one way or another...this is certainly not the case in JC, i mean of my closest friends..i guess only less then half are christians...so like now i kinda bad at consoling pple cause like i keep bring in god..but honestly...it is the way things should be..but to my non believing friends i have undoubtly caused lots of awkwardness..of which i must apologise..but i believe that one day they will all come to the saving knowledge of chirst..not saying it will be easy but hey...god has his plans...he allows things to happen...sometimes the most horrible of things that you can imagine..in the form of sickness...or anything in fact..emotional torture...like the torment i felt a week ago...it was for a reason..i think after that for the second week of examinations i was able to concentrate better and was more relaxed...not sure abt the results but i certainly enjoyed the second week more..plus, i made a "new"friend... thanks to god...no doubt of it...so may be if you are going through a tough time now...its god's way of preparing you and making you a better person...sorry i'm going all "holy" on you guys..but this is waht i truly believe..i know that when his purpose is fulfilled you will realise that i was for the better...lastly like to leave with you all with the words from josh groban's new song, you are loved(dont give up)..to all those out there who are feelin down..hurt or emo..or whatever...know that you are loved by someone out there...Don’t give up It’s just the weight of the world When you’re heart’s heavy I’ll - I will lift it for you Don’t give up Because you want to be heard If silence keeps you I’ll – I will break it for you Everybody wants to be understood Well I can hear you Everybody wants to be loved Don’t give up Because you are loved Don’t give up It’s just the hurt that you hide When you’re lost inside I – I’ll be there to find you Don’t give up Because you want to burn bright If darkness blinds you I – I will shine to guide you Everybody wants to be understood Well I can hear you Everybody wants to be loved Don’t give up Because you are loved (You are loved) You are loved (You are loved) Don’t give up (Don’t give up) It’s just the weight of the world (You are loved) Don’t give up (Don’t give up) Everyone needs to be heard (Don’t give up) You are loved (You are loved)just like to wish all the J2s all the best for your results...haah..and for the J1s...work hard lor...1 more wk after that it's play for you guys...keep you all in my prayers...un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always...
