My best performance yet....even for me...made my personal assistant disappear...

the one who truly cared abt me..
lost ,for hours at least, to my egocentricity
i deserved it
all of it
he gave his all,
i just dreamt of taking and demanding more
Why?
i dont know...
hate is such a strong word...
sorry is the most useless word in the english language,
promises much but delievers little

he tried to understand my pain,
he tried to feel my grief,
he tried to be the best friend he could ever be
but all i asked was more and more,
without thinking, without feeling
i feel humanity slipping
my soul breaking..
i cannot curb that which is my inate nature
try as i might
but i would do anything to get his trust back,
a bad friend?
maybe...
all i can do is hope..
retribution i guess for all those i have wronged
punishment for all those i have hurt..
god's way of saying something...
forgiveness is the best i hope for..
nothing more...nothing less...

shaun lee
rosyth
zhss
ajc
ajchoir
psalm 27:4

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, Your will be done


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