Thursday, October 12, 2006 @12:22 PM
ponning school...again..choir's not bad...really not bad at all...
hmm....shant start with yo yo but hey...its been kinda dreary staying home and studying...i mean the truth is although i get tons more work done..have more time to play and rest, i feel so super sian because of a lack of human interaction. I suppose it is like the Gp passage which i did ytd, going to work(or in me case school) is good because you get an opportunity to see your friends..now the only ppl i see are...hmmm...NOBODY..some surprise there huh..my case hasnt exactly been helped by a certain someone who jsut loves calling ppl up and make a enormous fuss over absolutely nothing at ALLL....like execuse me what is your bloody problem, i mean you should get a life instead of wastign your and my time making stupid phone calls that will only serve to irritate ppl...i cant belive i even thought you were once nice...just take taht stupid one mark, not like i need it, it wont make a diff...nobody likes the way you teach you boring old coot, just cant believe it...always say we are late for this and that and spend 2x the time nagging so wth, just leave me alone...feel like telling you striaght up and say that i dont need you, waster of my time...think that everything you all come up is the best huh...just go get a life or something...
The only respite from all this madness is choir i guess....haha...surpirise surprise..but then again i have no life rmb...(you can stop me anytime now and start showering me with praise..haha) No lah, i seriously think that going back and seeing all you guys singing great songs is really cool..it has been such a large part of me life that i dont want it to ever end...ever..so i guess that's why i am so extra for going back...oh well...hehe..its going to be my as much as yours so live with it...hahaah...but honestly, i have to admit that i was a tad skeptical abt the sound when i first came in, didnt really know what to expect..but boy was i surprised...i dont praise many things is life so savour it..haha..but i really think that the sound is really good..better then my batch or the one before..really good..i guess if you guys continue to improve at this rate, success will naturally folllow..of course that being said, material goals should not be our sole purpose for music..hehe...but whatever the case i wish you guys all the best, its your choir to control and more importantly have fun with...the time will fly and before you know it, you'll most prob be feeling the way i do...hehe...so treasure all the times you had with ppl and all...it will be fun will it lasts...I guess recently i have got into debates over lives truths..kinda anyway...but i am not really the best person to debate with cause i am like have this typical debator mentality which is to verbally anilhilate the opposition, which i have done abit too well recently, arguments with me 99% of the time end up with the other person becoming totally confused with themselves or just end up in tears, neither are really good options..so hey but then i guess it is true this kinds of debates that we learn more about each other..however that makes sense...anyway one of the arguments was that i have always believed that if you want something bad enough you will go all out for it...there is not shortcut even if you have talent...i dare say my singing has improved because i have spent so much time and effort practicing, to become better you often have to go above the expected quota, only if you are willing to that can you eliminate any disadvantage you may have...that's the only way...mistakes are inevitable but then again so what, as long as you are still alive you know you have another chance to improve on it...haha...but then this argument was cut short..hehe..just as well it was cause the outcome wasnt exactly going to be pretty...hehe...
Finally, today i have decided to write in a sort of partial prose form which baffles me...however taht makes sense, should have topic sentences huh..anyhow, the thing is that consumed by my immense boredom and mundane lifestyle i have put together something..may not be much but hey, who says i have alot of time...not realy impt...but understand it you will not unless....
sepolto in profondità all'interno di cuore thy si trova un segreto profondo
spaventoso ma reale
menzogne sopra ogni notte
esso tane mio..
ma infine,
felice giusto i ha potuto ripartirsi la mia difficoltà con voi Realised the the translator wont exactly give you the meaning so heeh...i guess only smart ppl will figure out what i have to say..just love speaking in codes, makes me feel so, how shall i say it, cool...dont know lah...but what ever this period of exams has really taken its toll on me, cant imagine a more horrible time, haha..just cant wait for it to be over...mixed feelings, after the exams those summer days will be over and all that is left are memories, nothing more...haiz..whatever..but then i rmb once telling a this person that we should just treasure whatever we have left and the rest is left to god, haha..easier said then done my bro, easier said then done...hahah..the past is something i want to hold on forever...but one thing is for certain..i'll rmb you when the west winds move among the fields of barley....that i promise...forever...
to JK, my di, jem and joey, i am NOT like the person, never.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope i dont step on toes...especially the big one...if i did..sorry...
un dieu benissent toujours
may god bless you always..
