Saturday, November 18, 2006 @11:29 PM
A freakshow of a life....omg...end it i shall...but not without a bang....= 0i have been thinking this few days...honestly my life has been an absolute freakshow since i came back from xiamen..i have had the pleasure of making the aquantance of freaks of the highest order..questionable judgement you may say...beats me..To be totally honest with you, these are ppl who i would have loathe in secondary school..honest..even in JC1 i wasnt the most tolerant of such sorts of ppl..how i have become remotely close to them baffles me...i realise that i have grown soft..more accepting..now..i know you must say that that is a gd thing..yes in most cases yes it is..but not when it makes you vunerable to freakshows who exploit your kindness as weakness...the thing is after mixing with NORMAL ppl i realise how much i have missed out 0n..the past few days i have laughed more then i have in a long while..and come on i used to blow off such outings in the past in the name of assisting these ingrates..oh well..hah...had lots of fun playing badminton with aloy on thurs and ytd had a great day with my cousins and all..plus i got to meet an old friend for dinner..omg how things have changed since the last time we meet...haha,...but it was cool and lots of fun..laughed so much..today went out with me classmates chris, liang hock and xavier..haha..super stupid at the pool joint..period..haha..the movie was great too..cant believe that we had so much fun..honestly i had my reservations abt the dancing movie but it turned out alright so ya...plus the visit to that "ahem" shop was lets say..enlightening..haha..oh well...salacious, prurient..you name it.. *wink*Anyway, i digress, the thing is some of the things i have been thru cannot be mentioned in mixed company..as such i shall not reveal them..but my final stand is this, i want to escape this life of rubbish and weirdness, i have delved into territories not even fathomable by the average human being..too late it is to turn back the past, but it is not too late to change the future...as it is too much energy has been expounded in saving a friendship that was merely a rotting corpse..enough is enough...chances shall be no more...Leave this i shall, but not before i finish it off with a loud bang..i was nvr a patient person, neither have i been a very forgiving person...trust me, the last resort i shall adopt is for nxt week..after which i shall execute my master plan.. forget me you will not..rmb, i will be out of their lives soon and the pple will just rmb me as a figment of their past...but you will face them in the future...you think you have lost faith?...what abt me? You dont need the force to predict this...but much danger i see in your future..trust me...i always keep my promises....un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always..
