Friday, November 03, 2006 @6:56 PM
hmm...its funny how sometimes only a friend with need is the friend indeed....
yo yo..ytd was so slack lor..only managed to finish one paper of math from VJ...made super many careless mistakes and all..oh well..haha..tired mah...but anyway what ever it was i had a heavy dose of econs for breakfast today...cliche? too bad..i like it...haha..but today simon was a little cranky and nuts..i guess the whole pressure of the exams is getting to him more then to us..go figure..hmm..i think it is down to the fact that his reputation rides on it...or not? who knows oh well...but the truth is he was a real grouch and no one..not even reylee could do no nothing to soothe him..haha...maybe its the 1410 i still owe him..oh well...haha...try to pay him back ASAP...just finished 3/4 of a math paper...so ya i'm a little less slack today..sure hope you all are having better luck working hard..
anyways, this afternoon had lunch wiht me tuition buddy..bel...haha..super crazy and funny...J8 can be such a crazy place oh well..haha...crystal jade was nice though..but was super stuffed after that...but it was nice..haha....crazy loopy me again...
The main thing of importance i guess was that i realised an interesting theory abt friends..there are, i believe, two main type of friends...one with common interest and second with common understanding...the latter is getting rare these days with increasing egocentricity and all..but hey rare doesnt mean dont have...so if you have one...better treasure the person..hmm..the former is ubiquitous all ard..i mean just go to some street stall and the guy queuing up with you can be your friend,...you get my drift...or at least try..anyway..the thing is that sometimes i guess it is the innate human nature..to become close to someone just because they can offer you something that others cannot..be it comfort, assurance or anything else..money? who knows..pt is that once you have lost your purpose they will chuck you aside and their world will just continue without you...anyway your expertise has already served its purpose...
sometime i do feel that these ppl do not do it intentionally..they just get distracted by other more fun filled agendas..i mean seriously if you measure the opportuinity costs of spending time with a distressed friend while your other friends are off having the time of their lives..hmm..honestly..the choice is obvious..but that is what i guess true friendship and self sacrifice is abt...the giving up of your own time to help others..i mean honestly..any proverbial man on the street can send you a msg of condolence in the wake of a disaster but how many will go out of the way and make sure you are fine and all..hmm...bet you couldnt fill up one hand....so hey..its tough...
there are also those demagouges who promise alot but deliever very little..hmm..sounds familiar..oh boo hoo too bad for you..i mean it is easy to promise stuff but very difficult to keep it..the principle is abt responsiblity and trust..if you make a promise you make a morally binding contract that should not be broken...regardless..leaving things to chance is not called trying your best...you must manipulate the situation as best possible to obtain the desired result...
just know...my patience and capital is running low...time is not on your side....what have i done to not even deserve a chance to repent? you tell me...un dieu benissent toujoursmay god bless you always..
